I’ve noted, as you probably have as well, that civil discourse in this country especially around political issues is almost impossible to find on the Internet. Here’s a sample from some comments on a recent article on Salon.com:
“Rot in hell authoritarian scum.”
“Authoritarian progressives are the worst sort of humanity”
“You right-wingers are the most despicable cowards on the planet.”
“you gun freaks need to sit down and STFU you are a dumb ass”
This is only a fraction of the over 500 comments on the article. Sure not all were this blatantly abusive, but spread this vitriol over the entire internet and you can see how bad things are. Continue reading
I realized I haven’t kept this up at all, which is because I’ve been busy on a side project: faithworkslocal.org. It’s a bit to much to explain right now, but check it out and you’ll get the idea.
I’ve had several interviews and am waiting to hear back from them. Only one is with a hospice. I’m really wondering if I can do hospice work much longer, as it is very taxing and I’m enjoying not having to worry about a pager or what new emergency I’m going to face today.
I’m concerned about chaplaincy in general, as it seems that there is really not much out there in terms of positions. The positions that are open are highly sought after, and they are usually in hospice or other medical field.
I think I’ll post some of my CPE papers in the future so if anyone is going through CPE they can use them as a bit of a jumping off point.
I think grief has less to do with whatever is lost and more to do with the change it makes in our lives.
I meet so many people in my job who are truly accepting and realisitic when it comes to the death of someone they love. Especially when that person has dementia, has been due to a long and drawn out illness, death has been otherwise anticipated and even welcomed. People often are ready for their loved one to die and therefore feel their grief will be short.
However I find so many times that even when the loss of someone is expected, the loss of everything associated with that person isn’t. Suddenly the family member is faced with not having to visit the nursing home on Sunday afternoons, like they have for the past 8 years. No more doctor’s appointments. No more visits with the visiting nurse after the bedsheets are changed. These are the unexpected losses, and these are the focus of all the denial, bargaining, anger and depression associated with grief.
Mourners can accept the loss of the person, but they can’t accept the fact that that loss has changed them irrevocably and they can’t accept the feelings that accompany that loss. They don’t deny the death, they deny that things have changed and that they have changed. They don’t bargain with God to get them back, they pretend that if they don’t go by the nursing home or the hospital they won’t be sad. They aren’t guilty that they didn’t do more, they feel guilty because they can do more, and that change bothers them.
When I turn from considering grief to only be about a body in a casket to being about the global change in my world, I can really grieve and grow.